Friday, March 31, 2006

Life Is Too Short

I was thinking the other day that there is a lot I haven't done and I'm 20 yrs old, which, I think, is an appropriate age to be allowed to say "Well, I'm not getting any younger" I'm so ready to try new things, experience new adventures, basically make a life out of it, make a life out of me. There are so many possibilities, so many roads, so many ideas...and that use to scare the shit out of me but lately it just excites me. I feel great, I feel so open to everything. For now I think I'm going to go with the philosophy "Act now, think later" Which is an extremely male oriented philosophy, but I say fuck it, fuck it all. I'm whipping out my dick (or so to speak) and I'm ready to size it up. I have a lot of reflection to do, a lot of competitions to face, I need to know where I stand in this world. It seems like a good place to start...

Monday, March 27, 2006

Starting Over

It's almost as if I don't know where to start...I suppose starting this blog is the only thing that makes sense to me right now. I really need a place to reflect upon myself and the things around me. I need to express myself, I need to figure out who I am...here it goes...